alrighty

i’m tired. really really tired. school every day, work more times than i’d like at the moment. the amount of time i have for any personal things are few and far between.

trust me, i’d love to have more of that.

trust me i certainly would

yes it infuriates me that things aren’t going the way i’ve wanted them too

or planned them too

no i am not jealous

yes i am frustrated

i dont know what else i’m supposed to say

things will happen when they happen, god willing

sorry i dont have my parents money

and most of my time is occupied with me getting money

or an education

i’m not looking at relationships, i dont have time for that

trust me i’d like to do all the things i personally want to do just as much as the next person

unfortunately that’s not the case

whatever help i did have certainly is not there anymore

so i suppose working harder is really the only option

boo hoo

i suppose i’ll squeeze my grapes and attempt to drink my wine.